Just tell me you hate be and let it all end.
I can move on and get back to normal.
Move past the darkness that rises within.
And carry on to what now begins.
Let me move on to a better place.
One in which sadness shows nought it’s face.
One in which you have no home.
And sorrow no longer has a place to roam.
Tell me you despise me, and the friendship we had.
It won’t matter if it makes me sad.
In truth ill be quite glad.
For that is how I can carry one.
Otherwise I’ll stay stuck in this rut.
Always wondering why I wasn’t enough.
Why life has to suck this much.
And why can’t it end, when it’s so rough?
So tell me to speak to you never again.
This silent treatment is a torture, such a sin.
It’s burden that kills me slowly within.
To be so close to one who was once a friend.
So tell me you hate me and let it all end.
I’ll stop carrying my burdens within.
I’ll let it all fade and burn away.
No longer fighting to keep dark thoughts at bay.
So tell me it now, even if it’s not true.
For then my heart will not be heavy, colored Blue.


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