Caught in a maelstrom of discontent
Spinning, swirling, flying this way and that.
I have to ask, is it over yet?
Falling into a pit. One made of darkest despair
Looking ever upward at the dwindling light.
I scream out as I plummet, how is this fair.
I’ve lost my way.
Lost the path I tread.
Wish ever for the embrace of the darkest lands,
Seek ever my voyage to the summer lands.
Yet from inside a light still shines
A gleaming beacon within my mind.
Reminding me of the tasks I have.
The adventures I’ve planned, the goals I have set.
It Whispers firmly, we are not done yet.
I halt my fall. Clinging by broken nails to the cliffs walls.
I ascend, I give it my all.
For I will not fail, will not descend down.
For in the pit lies madness and damnation.
And I refuse it with upmost determination.
The voice in my mind, the little light that shines.
Is my salvation, unto it I cling in desperation.
It pulls me from the abyss.
Before I fall into its cold embrace, before I feel the final kiss.
My mind flows, like the tides
No longer from the truth I hide.
I seen the pain. I see the flaws.
I see untold grief that made me fall.
I embrace it all, I let the words flow
Let the feelings show.
I survived. I now grow.
As does the light that within glow.

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